Post by Aiden Mumble on Dec 16, 2017 12:52:06 GMT -5
Aiden hadn't really talked to Mordred much since they'd slept together. On top of all the other fires she'd started, she didn't really want to deal with hers and Mordred's. Pretending like nothing had happened didn't appear to be working out very well. Not to mention, the heavy snowfall was starting to make her feel isolated and anxious rather than the comforting effect it had been having before. Hinrik had written her another letter in response to her asking about the weather where he was. Suddenly the snow seemed less magical and more annoying. Sharing the love of it with Hinrik made it harder enjoy without her scarred heart burning and tearing.
She'd never say it out loud, but she missed the strange comfort of her and Mordred's mutual dysfunction. It wasn't like she didn't still put up walls when she talked to him, but there were certainly less than usual. There was little point in hiding some things from him when it was clear that he already knew about many of the dark parts of herself she worked hard to hide. Now he knew too much. They'd crossed a line and Aiden wasn't sure they'd ever find their way back. But she was slowly withering away in the mitts of her depression and alcoholism and she wondered if he was too. She cared. She worried. She missed her friend. She'd already spent too long not doing anything about it. If they kept going like this, they might never be close again. Aiden couldn't lose him. That much was very clear.
It was mid afternoon when Aiden finally crawled out of bed and peered out the window. The snow was falling more aggressively that usual. The wind picking up and reminding her how harsh winter could be. She sigh and exited her room. She hesitated at Mordred's door then made for the kitchen instead, still unsure how she should approach him. She made a pot of coffee, poured herself some and then dumped a bit of cream liquor in it. She moved to the sitting are where there was a wood burning fireplace. She stared at it for a second, thinking about how nice a fire would be.
"Mordred!" She called, without looking away from the fireplace. "Come use your wizard powers to make a fire."
She'd never say it out loud, but she missed the strange comfort of her and Mordred's mutual dysfunction. It wasn't like she didn't still put up walls when she talked to him, but there were certainly less than usual. There was little point in hiding some things from him when it was clear that he already knew about many of the dark parts of herself she worked hard to hide. Now he knew too much. They'd crossed a line and Aiden wasn't sure they'd ever find their way back. But she was slowly withering away in the mitts of her depression and alcoholism and she wondered if he was too. She cared. She worried. She missed her friend. She'd already spent too long not doing anything about it. If they kept going like this, they might never be close again. Aiden couldn't lose him. That much was very clear.
It was mid afternoon when Aiden finally crawled out of bed and peered out the window. The snow was falling more aggressively that usual. The wind picking up and reminding her how harsh winter could be. She sigh and exited her room. She hesitated at Mordred's door then made for the kitchen instead, still unsure how she should approach him. She made a pot of coffee, poured herself some and then dumped a bit of cream liquor in it. She moved to the sitting are where there was a wood burning fireplace. She stared at it for a second, thinking about how nice a fire would be.
"Mordred!" She called, without looking away from the fireplace. "Come use your wizard powers to make a fire."