Post by Deleted on Dec 2, 2012 15:56:44 GMT -5
Balinor had never really thought himself as the leader potential.
Really he considered himself an advisor, a high up second to the monarch advisor, but in no shape of form the actual leader. Which is why he found his current position on the island a little uncomfortable, however no one else had stepped up to take on the challenge and the island needed someone. He could have stayed and fought, but there was no possibility of him taking orders from a Pendragon, and in all honesty, he was not as young as he used to be.
War was a young man's game and he was most certainly past his prime. It was better for all concerned if he remained the last line of defence should the resistance fall. He prayed to the gods that would not happen. His young apprentice, Merlin, had insisted on staying to fight, something he had not been all that keen on, and indeed when it seemed the young boy had returned he thought that he had finally come to his senses. Of course, it was just some ploy by the Pendragon boy to keep him out of danger...which just annoyed Balinor because that was actually a good thing to do and it confused him that a Pendragon did it.
The times where he felt most at home was when Guinevere came storming into his office with suggestions of changes he needed to make to the island. Most of them were ridiculous or completely insane but it was nice to have a little bit of normality for a while. He was used to monarchs coming in and shouting at him, or ranting at him, it was the pleasant and sad people who very kindly asked for things that he felt less comfortable about.
There was a knock at the door, that was not a good sign. Monarchs did not knock.
“Enter,” he said.
Really he considered himself an advisor, a high up second to the monarch advisor, but in no shape of form the actual leader. Which is why he found his current position on the island a little uncomfortable, however no one else had stepped up to take on the challenge and the island needed someone. He could have stayed and fought, but there was no possibility of him taking orders from a Pendragon, and in all honesty, he was not as young as he used to be.
War was a young man's game and he was most certainly past his prime. It was better for all concerned if he remained the last line of defence should the resistance fall. He prayed to the gods that would not happen. His young apprentice, Merlin, had insisted on staying to fight, something he had not been all that keen on, and indeed when it seemed the young boy had returned he thought that he had finally come to his senses. Of course, it was just some ploy by the Pendragon boy to keep him out of danger...which just annoyed Balinor because that was actually a good thing to do and it confused him that a Pendragon did it.
The times where he felt most at home was when Guinevere came storming into his office with suggestions of changes he needed to make to the island. Most of them were ridiculous or completely insane but it was nice to have a little bit of normality for a while. He was used to monarchs coming in and shouting at him, or ranting at him, it was the pleasant and sad people who very kindly asked for things that he felt less comfortable about.
There was a knock at the door, that was not a good sign. Monarchs did not knock.
“Enter,” he said.