Post by carlfredricksen on Apr 22, 2011 20:11:30 GMT -5
He knew full well that this might not work out as well as he wanted. But the fact that he was able to make contact with someone? That was giving Carl hope for the first time since February. You could give him issues as much as you wanted, but he just couldn’t get used to the idea of being dead, not when Ellie was still mourning and he hadn’t been able to talk to anyone in so long…but then this kid who was even scrawnier than he was (which was quite the feat)…he saw him. He had a full blown conversation with him, and gosh, Carl had forgotten how good it felt to just have a talk with someone, anyone. If he ever got out of this mess (apparently Panic had given him THAT much hope), he would never take his ability to converse for granted again.
But the point was…he needed to figure something out. If he could talk to one person, there had to be some way to make contact with others…if he was lucky, he could find a way to ease Ellie’s pain by letting her know that he was right here and would never, ever leave her. That was why he was now pacing in what used to be his room, although it didn’t look a thing like it. Most of his things had been packed up and sent back to his family sometime after the funeral, so the place looked like a bare skeleton of what used to be his. Kind of like his existence as of late.
His transparent brow was furrowed enough that he would have to worry about premature wrinkles if this had been his actual skin. Maybe he’d be better off if he moved around a bit more…and now he was going through the door, through several walls, and the next thing he knew, he was standing by some tables in the library, one of which had a pen lying there with some scrap paper…
And that was when he got an idea. It took more than a few false starts, seeing as he could barely touch anything, but he remembered when Ellie seemed to realize, on some level, that she wasn’t alone when he was still there. He had been able to talk to Panic. That all meant that it was possible for him to have contact with the outside world, and so finally, he got a hold of the pen. If he had still had his heart, it would’ve broken his chest as he started writing on the paper, trying his damnedest to not have his fingers go through the pen. Now it was just a matter of figuring out how to get out his message without scaring someone…
That was fine, right? Simple…and it’d be a test to see if maybe they could handle the fact that a ghost was writing to them…now he just had to get it…somewhere. Unfortunately, he was realizing that his hand was still slipping through the paper every once in a while. “Bah,” he muttered as he made an attempt to mentally solidify his hand (because how else would you put it?). This probably made his paper airplane idea seem more than a little impractical. He grabbed onto the paper and rushed over to a table where there was a girl sitting and set it there and then he dashed over to the nearest bookshelf…which actually rocked back and forth a bit. His eyes widened.
“Wow, I’m getting too good at that…”
But the point was…he needed to figure something out. If he could talk to one person, there had to be some way to make contact with others…if he was lucky, he could find a way to ease Ellie’s pain by letting her know that he was right here and would never, ever leave her. That was why he was now pacing in what used to be his room, although it didn’t look a thing like it. Most of his things had been packed up and sent back to his family sometime after the funeral, so the place looked like a bare skeleton of what used to be his. Kind of like his existence as of late.
His transparent brow was furrowed enough that he would have to worry about premature wrinkles if this had been his actual skin. Maybe he’d be better off if he moved around a bit more…and now he was going through the door, through several walls, and the next thing he knew, he was standing by some tables in the library, one of which had a pen lying there with some scrap paper…
And that was when he got an idea. It took more than a few false starts, seeing as he could barely touch anything, but he remembered when Ellie seemed to realize, on some level, that she wasn’t alone when he was still there. He had been able to talk to Panic. That all meant that it was possible for him to have contact with the outside world, and so finally, he got a hold of the pen. If he had still had his heart, it would’ve broken his chest as he started writing on the paper, trying his damnedest to not have his fingers go through the pen. Now it was just a matter of figuring out how to get out his message without scaring someone…
Hello. My name is Carl Fredricksen.
That was fine, right? Simple…and it’d be a test to see if maybe they could handle the fact that a ghost was writing to them…now he just had to get it…somewhere. Unfortunately, he was realizing that his hand was still slipping through the paper every once in a while. “Bah,” he muttered as he made an attempt to mentally solidify his hand (because how else would you put it?). This probably made his paper airplane idea seem more than a little impractical. He grabbed onto the paper and rushed over to a table where there was a girl sitting and set it there and then he dashed over to the nearest bookshelf…which actually rocked back and forth a bit. His eyes widened.
“Wow, I’m getting too good at that…”