Post by Deleted on Jun 21, 2011 9:07:35 GMT -5
Alyss had promised to stop feeling sorry for herself, and for the most part, she had truly succeeded. Had even managed to gather up some friendly acquaintances. Even she and Della had found enough common ground to become roommates. The only time she ever thought of her misfortunes anymore was when she actually visited her aunt at the hospital. She had never even been sure of why she even bothered, even kept her alive. She could have probably found a means to get away with it.
It was only today, the anniversary of the day Redd had truly become her enemy, and the bewildered doctor said that she had disappeared did she realize why she had let the devil woman live: she was all she had left of Wonderland. Only now, sitting on one of the benches at the Commons, did Alyss realize just how alone she really was this time. And on her birthday, no less.
Well, she supposed she could have gone to Della, but honestly, the girl already had a lot to think about, and she knew how tight money was and how obligated the girl would feel. So no, bringing attention to it would never do. Perhaps if she went to the park, she could be lucky and find Theo again. That one picnic they had shared had been lovely...
With a sigh, however, Alyss reminded herself that, just now, what she could really use was someone who...really knew her. Not that this was even possible. She had spent her whole life pretending, and the people who knew she was the princess of a magical land...how could they know who she was when they hadn't known one another for that long and...in truth, when she didn't even know who she was? She was twenty years old now and it was only just occurring to her that somewhere along the way, she had lost herself.
"Well..." she murmured, looking down at her reflection in the fountain, certain she was coming upon something like an epiphany. "I suppose if there was ever a day to start looking for myself again, it's now..." In the midst of her realization, she found a coin in her pocket. There are certainly sillier things than this, aren't there? Like jabberwocks and men who come back from the dead.
In that spirit, she tossed her coin into the fountain. She wasn't quite sure of what her wish was, but she was sure if the fountain would really be of any help, it would figure it out.
It was only today, the anniversary of the day Redd had truly become her enemy, and the bewildered doctor said that she had disappeared did she realize why she had let the devil woman live: she was all she had left of Wonderland. Only now, sitting on one of the benches at the Commons, did Alyss realize just how alone she really was this time. And on her birthday, no less.
Well, she supposed she could have gone to Della, but honestly, the girl already had a lot to think about, and she knew how tight money was and how obligated the girl would feel. So no, bringing attention to it would never do. Perhaps if she went to the park, she could be lucky and find Theo again. That one picnic they had shared had been lovely...
With a sigh, however, Alyss reminded herself that, just now, what she could really use was someone who...really knew her. Not that this was even possible. She had spent her whole life pretending, and the people who knew she was the princess of a magical land...how could they know who she was when they hadn't known one another for that long and...in truth, when she didn't even know who she was? She was twenty years old now and it was only just occurring to her that somewhere along the way, she had lost herself.
"Well..." she murmured, looking down at her reflection in the fountain, certain she was coming upon something like an epiphany. "I suppose if there was ever a day to start looking for myself again, it's now..." In the midst of her realization, she found a coin in her pocket. There are certainly sillier things than this, aren't there? Like jabberwocks and men who come back from the dead.
In that spirit, she tossed her coin into the fountain. She wasn't quite sure of what her wish was, but she was sure if the fountain would really be of any help, it would figure it out.