Post by Deleted on Apr 23, 2011 4:21:12 GMT -5
If there was one reason why heading off to Tintagel wasn’t an absolute nightmare after having found that Voice and having her slip literally from his fingers, it was because this place had a beach. This was where he had grown up, even if it wasn’t the precise beach that he had spent so much time in for the first eighteen years of his life. He could even see distinct differences in the landscape, but for now, that didn’t matter. What mattered was the salt breeze in his face, staining his skin, clothes and hair with that perfect scent, the feel of the sand beneath his bare feet…and of course, his trusty sheepdog, Max, following him around like it was his job to be his shadow…y’know, unless he found a gull to chase. That was always kind of amusing, such as right now, as he watched to make sure he didn’t get snatched up by an orca or something. He had read about that, and admittedly, it was terrifying. Not enough to stop him from coming here, but terrifying.
Anyway, it wasn’t quite orcas he was concentrating on at the moment. Even Max was just out of habit…his mind was almost entirely consumed by thoughts of her. He couldn’t find her anywhere back at home…although it wasn’t much help that try as he may, he couldn’t remember all that much about her, seeing as she was casted in shadow as she sang to him. It wasn’t much help that he had, you know, just woken up from being knocked out, so even if he had seen her properly, there was a good chance he wouldn’t hold onto the details, and it was all really frustrating. God, why did she run away before he could get up and get a good look at her, or even a hello? God, what he wouldn’t give to just say hello to her, to get to know her. Because that voice was the lightning strike he was waiting for.
Letting out a sigh, he pulled off the strap of his guitar case from his shoulder and found a place to sit before he pulled the actual guitar out gingerly. Grimsby used to say that he was going to wind up breaking or losing it, but after all these years, he supposed the man realized that Eric loved his guitar like it was his child, and was more than careful in bringing it out. It never even touched the sand, lest it be scratched. It wasn’t like Grimsby was going to stop him, closest confidante or not; he just did his best musical thinking on the beach somehow, probably because he felt like his heart belonged there. Now, he was trying to use it to find out where his heart could belong, if he could just find her, if she would let him. So he strummed the remember melody on his guitar, humming the words that he somehow remembered better than her face.
It was her song, it was true, but Eric couldn’t help but put his own voice into it, his own longings just to know her, at the very least.
And his voice trailed off into a sigh, and a part of him knew he was being ridiculous…but he couldn’t help it anymore than he could help the instinct to scratch Max behind his ears when he ran over, or how much he loved just sitting on the beach. He had it bad, and the most he could do about it was find her…but where could she even be?
Anyway, it wasn’t quite orcas he was concentrating on at the moment. Even Max was just out of habit…his mind was almost entirely consumed by thoughts of her. He couldn’t find her anywhere back at home…although it wasn’t much help that try as he may, he couldn’t remember all that much about her, seeing as she was casted in shadow as she sang to him. It wasn’t much help that he had, you know, just woken up from being knocked out, so even if he had seen her properly, there was a good chance he wouldn’t hold onto the details, and it was all really frustrating. God, why did she run away before he could get up and get a good look at her, or even a hello? God, what he wouldn’t give to just say hello to her, to get to know her. Because that voice was the lightning strike he was waiting for.
Letting out a sigh, he pulled off the strap of his guitar case from his shoulder and found a place to sit before he pulled the actual guitar out gingerly. Grimsby used to say that he was going to wind up breaking or losing it, but after all these years, he supposed the man realized that Eric loved his guitar like it was his child, and was more than careful in bringing it out. It never even touched the sand, lest it be scratched. It wasn’t like Grimsby was going to stop him, closest confidante or not; he just did his best musical thinking on the beach somehow, probably because he felt like his heart belonged there. Now, he was trying to use it to find out where his heart could belong, if he could just find her, if she would let him. So he strummed the remember melody on his guitar, humming the words that he somehow remembered better than her face.
What would I give to live where you are?
What would I pay to stay here beside you?
What would I do to see you smiling at me?
What would I pay to stay here beside you?
What would I do to see you smiling at me?
It was her song, it was true, but Eric couldn’t help but put his own voice into it, his own longings just to know her, at the very least.
Where would we walk?
Where would we run?
If we could stay all day in the sun, just you and me
And I could be part of your world…
Where would we run?
If we could stay all day in the sun, just you and me
And I could be part of your world…
And his voice trailed off into a sigh, and a part of him knew he was being ridiculous…but he couldn’t help it anymore than he could help the instinct to scratch Max behind his ears when he ran over, or how much he loved just sitting on the beach. He had it bad, and the most he could do about it was find her…but where could she even be?