Post by Panic on Oct 10, 2017 20:16:57 GMT -5
The cold final words of his dark and powerful companion still rang loudly in his ears when he stumbled onto cracked pavement. Having been acutely aware of being in the presence of other since his creation, Panic froze for a beat. His hand were shot out in front of him, ready to catch himself should the wind blow too hard. He didn't look up, but starred at the ground near his feet for a total of three beats while several thoughts raced through his head. I'm not alone, He thought, the agonizing sensation of eyes watching him gripped like a noose around his neck. I recognize this ground, was the thought that came next. Panic had spent a lot of time staring at the ground in life. The shape and texture of these particular bits of pavement and earth clawed at his heart as a thousand old memories ached inside him. However, someone had let the ground change a bit since he'd last seen it. It was older. Like him.
The third and final thought to crash into Panic's mind was that he had orders and he had rules. Standing here frozen like an idiot did not qualify as exemplary in either of these categories. So, slowly, with much effort, Panic eased himself into an upright position. He locked his hands carefully behind his back and squeezed them til his knuckles where white. He was as pale and sickly looking as ever, but he controlled his expression to display something close to calm. An old twitch came back in the form of a few rapid, hard, blinks, before he was able to carry his blue eyes from person to person. He recognized very few of them, making friends what never his forte. Still, he knew where he had seen the few he'd seen before. Tintagel. If the ground hadn't been enough of a clue, he was now certain. Still, he couldn't be sure if this was some kind of illusion or not. Everything was just slightly left of center. Everyone wasn't quite the same as before and the school appeared to be overgrown and under kept. His eyes lingered on a few vines before he saw her.
Della. His eyes rapidly blinked a few times again and then darted to the ground. Della? No. She was gone. He was never going to see her again. This was the mantra he'd been chanting in his head for ten years. This was an illusion. It had to be. Just another cruel trick. He had to follow the rules. He was being watched, certainly. On his left hand a dark ring felt like it was cutting into his skin.He adjusted the way his hands were gripped together to make certain it was hidden.
The third and final thought to crash into Panic's mind was that he had orders and he had rules. Standing here frozen like an idiot did not qualify as exemplary in either of these categories. So, slowly, with much effort, Panic eased himself into an upright position. He locked his hands carefully behind his back and squeezed them til his knuckles where white. He was as pale and sickly looking as ever, but he controlled his expression to display something close to calm. An old twitch came back in the form of a few rapid, hard, blinks, before he was able to carry his blue eyes from person to person. He recognized very few of them, making friends what never his forte. Still, he knew where he had seen the few he'd seen before. Tintagel. If the ground hadn't been enough of a clue, he was now certain. Still, he couldn't be sure if this was some kind of illusion or not. Everything was just slightly left of center. Everyone wasn't quite the same as before and the school appeared to be overgrown and under kept. His eyes lingered on a few vines before he saw her.
Della. His eyes rapidly blinked a few times again and then darted to the ground. Della? No. She was gone. He was never going to see her again. This was the mantra he'd been chanting in his head for ten years. This was an illusion. It had to be. Just another cruel trick. He had to follow the rules. He was being watched, certainly. On his left hand a dark ring felt like it was cutting into his skin.He adjusted the way his hands were gripped together to make certain it was hidden.